Saturday, May 05, 2007

My Deepest Apologies and Sincerest Gratitude

Oh I have seldom felt so terrible about myself! I was dreadfully late for a birthday gathering organized by Jiayi, and kept everyone waiting at Essential Brews. We enjoyed a KTV session after dinner, and Jianhao passed me a card with everyone's greetings and regards written on it. I felt happy but embarassed, and I think I owe everyone a big one this time round. Very sorry for my lateness, and I wish I can make up for this in the near future. Thank You for such a wonderful evening, and I wish I can enjoy more of such moments during the long vacation.

We had forgotten to take photos then. Anyway, I would like to thank Boredin, Jacky, Jianhao, Jiayi, Soon Kit and Crystal, as well as Tenghui and Jane for taking the time out to spend the lovely evening together. I appreciate what Jiayi had done for us, and please don't be mad at me! I mean, even if anyone does, all fault and responsibility is mine, and I shall not defend myself here by citing any reason for my lack of punctuality or to excuse myself unnecessarily. Paiseh, and thanks!

Subconsciously, I didn't think I was so important as to form an integral part of anyone's life or event, so I took little action to reaffirm my ties with most people. Now I realize that small things as such do matter, and I should watch myself more from now on. But please believe me when I say that I have never harboured the intention of taking any individual for granted!

Friday, May 04, 2007

A Dream

It's over. It's all over. Everything is over. Coffee and tea both sustained a consciousness that had mishandled the daunting questions, and their effects ensued to alert a tormented soul that sleep should never be rewarded. The monster from within lurked in the dark, and an abject failure appeared in the mirror at dawn. I had no nightmares in such deprivation, but this life is the longest dream I've ever had. What a wonderful world.