Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Cosy Morning in Kaohsiung
There are many cafes and eateries to choose from for brunch. I was spoilt for choice. They beat O'Briens and Subway by the trillions, at the expense of mere dollars and pennies.

Happy but sad. Conflicting feelings. So cute but so far. Hope I can swim towards your shore and be on your side. As a friend of course. :-)
新崛江夜市

Xinjuejiang Night Market is a famous night market in Kaohsiung, known for its food and street wear. In short, Taiwan has a buzzling nightlife if one cares to seek it.

Just when I think that Taiwan offers the best to any owl of a human being, Singapore is not faring too bad itself. I reckon there are thousands of bars and pubs in Singapore, considering that the small district of Ann Siang Hill and Neil Road combined already has so much to offer. Tanjong Pagar is a drinking haven. Along with Boat Quay and Clarke Quay, an evening in Singapore may not be as boring as it seems after all.

I am now tipsy but not drunk. Jacky has just returned from Medan and we met for a short round of drinks. I think word has spread that I have turned alcoholic and many friends are now inviting me to drink with them. I did not know that there is so much sorrow to be drown within my circle of friends, and some of them have been habitual drinkers very much on their own.

I realize that a Long Island Iced Tea is enough to get myself comfortably "high", without the loathsome effects of a hangover.

Another few weeks and it will be hard to meet up. There goes my dream and best friend into the sea of time. Just be happy yeah. :-)

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Kaohsiung Subway

I am more than impressed by the Kaohsiung Subway. It is clean, efficient, fast, and reliable.

We should leave friends the right to manage their own time and maintain their own social circles. Should we ever feel neglected by them, at least we should bear the conviction that they do not mean to do so. Thank You. I really mean it. :-)

I am not clinging on. But I really feel happy staying in good touch this way and will do whatever it takes for the person to be happy. So long as he/she is happy, whatever I do or can do is justified. :-) I can be the emcee for your big day!

Friday, June 12, 2009

Drunk again......

Went to Harry's at Chijmes and then to Ann Siang Hill. Haha! Here are some snapshots of the Taiwan High Speed Rail (THSR). I can't survive without it in my travels on the island.

I don't feel guilty of my drinking bouts. I need to drown my sorrows. My drinking buddies are puzzled to have found such a ready partner these days. God knows why.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Sleepless
Age is catching up on me. Amnesia and insomnia are now my best friends. Says who that counting sheep helps? Riding sheep may just do the trick. Haha.

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

You are seeing nothing below

I hereby declare my previous post void. Thanks.

Saturday, June 06, 2009

Very Drunk now!

But who cares?! I have been drunk for the past 2 nights. I can't be bothered anymore. What sleek clean image do I have? What the heck is that?!

I am very drunk now, and very angry. I recount the times when I have been taken advantage of as a friend by some of my friends! I hate to be so calculative, and I am not asking that my help rendered to you has to be reciprocated in kind. But recall how you have been treating me. Like when I have an appointment with you and you fly my kite intentionally. Or prioritize your other friends over me. Why should I be at your beck and call, filling in your free time and empty slots and crawling away like a dog once you have found some nice activity? Sometimes I wonder if the problem lies with me or it is simply I am so unlucky as to meet friends like these. Are these people friends in the first place? Fair-weather ones who ask for help from you and yet selfish enough to refuse you when you need it, or callous enough to ignore your pleas, or think of you only when they want something from you. They can be earnest in having their ends met with your assistance but when only you and only you are concerned, regress into a reclusive mode or some state of memory loss at their own convenience. The worst thing is that these so-called friends are not even aware of the pain that they may have inflicted upon others. Yes, I feel that I have been taken for granted!

Man is really selfish. I am nothing but pessimistic towards human nature. I am one myself and have always thought that I am not an impeccably good person. Now I realize that many others are worse. 朋友之间熟归熟,最基本的礼貌还是要有的。如果跟你熟你就觉得对不起我是ok的,那我宁可跟你保持距离!熟了还被你欺负,你只欺负自己人,这是什么道理??I hate myself for having come across as a petty idiot, and it is because of these so-called friends that I am now like this. This is it man. Enough is enough. Don't bother asking me for help in the future. If you are one of the guilty ones of the above charges, you should feel a tinge of guilt if you are still feeling (doubt you would read my blog anyway). If not, I must be wasting my drunkard breath here. To the guilty ones: how many times have you helped me or kept in touch with me? Especially those who are now doing marketing and selling policies!!

I will not delete this post even in my sober state. This entry is a real testament of what I have been feeling all this while. Agony and anger. 我要为自己而活! I thought that as a jovial Buddhist I should have "seen through the red dust" but as a matter-of-fact, I am still human at heart.

Taiwan rocks. It was love at first sight. It is also a place where I have forged great friendships and met friends who would really walk the extra mile just to make my every single stay in Taiwan a fun and rewarding one. I shall have no qualms flying over for my retirement.

To the f**k**g "friends": Bye! Lead your own lives and I will lead mine, without you in sight!

They say that if you want to know a person or his character, just observe his friends. Friends are a mirror image of yourself. I must have been a bad friend. Sorry if I am indeed so. My deepest apologies here.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

谢谢


说不难过是假的,

但誓言仍要遵守,

承诺仍要兑现,

无论如何也不会食言。


曾经一起度过的时光非常快乐,

我无时无刻都能感觉到温暖,

这也就足够了。


第一次走这段路,

在毫无经验下若有经营不当的地方,

还是希望能得到宽恕与谅解。

一开始,就知道路不好走,

但还是义无反顾地走了。

庆幸的是这段路,甜蜜多于艰辛,

我真的感受到也体会到了。


晃一晃几个月就这样过去了,

我非常珍惜这段机遇,

即使现在也是如此。

没有你的未来会好走吗?

不管怎样,

让所有的不舍都化作成祝福吧。

往后的路,大家也要开开心心地走好,

也希望自己能够重拾以往的笑颜。

Thursday, May 14, 2009

......

谐星的悲哀
有苦自己知

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

See you all!

总在人群中是个爱说笑的人

只能用笑声掩饰心底的伤痕

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

So maddening!

Angry! Enraged! Incensed! Infuriated!

非常に怒って!

非常之生气!

It so happens that people from a certain faculty tend (and especially apt at doing so) to antagonize me much more than the rest. And this is not a biased, normative statement. It has all been a coincidence. I know of this only after being angered, so there was no way I could have known their background prior to our contact.

小不忍则乱大谋

EQ must be maintained. Take a deep breath......

Thursday, March 12, 2009

CD

Kat-Tun's new album Rescue is decent music. Please buy it!

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Busy or just lazy?

Very often people would say to me, "You seem rather free! Is it just you or is it because Arts modules are simply too easy?"

Friends who know me well enough would expect a earful from me if they express the second opinion. I am actually busy and can be busy if I choose to. If not for the language module that I am currently taking, I would have written 3 conference papers by now. My current workload consists of 1 core module and tons of research work for both myself and my supervisor. I get paid for some of this work of course, but this is not the point.

The point is I have never told anyone that I am busy, but this does not mean that I am not. If you see me idling or bumming around, it does not mean that I am free and that a Masters degree is easy to attain. It simply means that I am not showing how busy I can be. I see no point in telling people that I am busy because I believe that everyone else is and it serves no purpose to compare with others how busy I am. One strange phenomenon that I see around me is that people LOVE to declare themselves busy for fear of seeming lazy or having too much free time in their hands. Whenever I embark on a trip to Taiwan or elsewhere, the natural reaction I receive from others is, "Wah, how come you are so free?" or "Wah, you so rich eh?" My disclaimer is: I have planned my time and schedule properly and have also striven to balance both work and play; I am not rich and more often than not I either travel on research funds or leech onto my kind friends and stay at their homes while abroad. The key is decent time management. It would be a sin to declare myself an expert in this field, but I am learning and have been testing my ground. Time is mine and everyone else's and it is up to the individual to decide what he or she can do with it.

As to why people may perceive me to be free, I reckon it can be due to the following reasons:

1. I walk slow enough and seem to take time for granted.
2. I seem oblivious to deadlines and would still go out for books or with my friends for a good meal or movie.
3. I am always seen planning for overseas trips.
4. I am always holding a book and reading it at a leisurely pace as if I am reading a novel or something.

Whatever the case may be, I want to cry out loud that EVERYONE is busy in his or her own way and there is no cause for comparison. As my old rhetoric goes, if you think that Arts modules are so easy to score, please take them and do well for them. I have seen and experienced much enough to conclude that many "critics" simply fail to grasp the true meaning of reading and learning, and they cannot even find the thesis argument or statement of the author that they are reading. Having said this at no offense to anyone, I just want to say on a personal note that I am taking life and my studies at my own pace and time. I am not going to compromise the quality of my life for material pursuits. Neither am I saying that I would loaf around and accomplish nothing. I will continue to do my best and accept whatever "best" that I can achieve from my current lifestyle.

Friday, March 06, 2009

National Taiwan University

I just browsed through the NTU website and realized that the university has (or at least had) some of the best scholars of Chinese Studies and Chinese Language whom we can possibly have today. NTU's ranking does not show it, however. I had not really noticed this during my stint there. Perhaps I had travelled too much instead of studying. In any case, I should have figured this out earlier.

Thursday, March 05, 2009

Good Blog

I think Wanjun's blog is a good one. Complex or profound meanings explained in simple words. Displays social awareness and ethical values in a world increasingly oblivious to them.

They say that the academia is too insulated from the real world or the world at large. I say that their world is too insulated from a world that is real.

Some institutions by the name of HC should watch themselves. I mean it. At no offense to anyone. Some of my friends would know what I am talking about.

Monday, February 23, 2009

Bollywood

I must admit that my previous post was quite hao lian. Haha.

I am really into Bollywood films. The films exude life and vibrancy, with dancing crowds and catchy tunes. I try to make it a point to watch Vasantham Central every Sunday afternoon. It is a pity that the Bollywood films screened in Singapore are not English-subtitled. I may want to watch them on the big screen if they are.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Another win in my life

Our team of 3 has emerged as first runner-up for Chancellor's Challenge Shield 2009, held at the National University of Singapore (NUS). It was a quiz on both current affairs and general knowledge, organized by the Political Association, NUS Students' Union (NUSSU). Altogether there were more than a hundred participants from the various tertiary institutions pitting against us. Steven Chia, a Channel NewsAsia presenter, was the Guest-of-Honour who presented us with the award at the end of the contest. We will be interviewed by The Ridge, an NUS publication (or magazine). With so many certificates, plaques and trophies at hand, including this new addition, I need to free up more space at home to keep them. HAHA!

There is no age hierarchy in the attainment of knowledge.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Marche style

Tons of food=Fat boy in the making

Oh no!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Great Entry

I think Wanjun's latest post on her blog strikes a chord with I have always been trying to say and yet failed to do so ever so clearly.

I am anticipating 2 weeks of mundane and boring life ahead of me. So sad. A life without glow and lustre. Or things for me to smile or laugh at. Hee hee. Just kidding.

Friday, February 13, 2009

Life......

can be depressing and tiring.
世纪之失

吴宗宪推出演艺圈,不仅是台湾综艺界的一大损失,更是整个华人世界乃至全球本世纪最大的损失。宪哥所发掘的艺人不胜枚举,如周杰伦、方文山、温岚、康康、NONO、小钟、小马、刘畊宏、蔡旻佑等十几二十位当红艺人,是娱乐圈当之无愧的伯乐。自己则既获金曲奖、也喜获金钟奖,只缺金马奖,无疑是个小小的缺憾。其机智灵活的主持方式,至今仍无人能及。哀哉!

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Thanks!

I was supposed to draft a script for one of my Japanese classes when my group-mate selflessly took on the task herself after she had failed to contact me for the past few days. I really appreciate it and don't know how I can repay her. I don't mean to be irresponsible but my time management sucks. Thanks anyway yeah!

I hope that in the near future, our planes can operate like buses and trains. Nice and polite pilots will be saying:

各位尊敬的乘客,欢迎您乘搭本航空公司的班机!

我们即将抵达目的地,谢谢您的惠顾,我们希望能在不久的将来再次为您服务。

若您要中途下机,请您按铃。

若您想前往其他目的地,请您携带餐备的刀叉到机舱来,谢谢!

Sunday, February 08, 2009

Appeal!

To my YEP friends (and Jiayi): Please keep yourselves free sometime this week (or the next). We will have our annual CNY dinner gathering other than the one that USP had for us sometime back. Please revert when asked to. Thanks!

Hauser: When will you be free? My mouth and hands are itching.

Where is 天外天?I heard it is as nice as 霹雳MIT.

Friday, February 06, 2009

Entertainment with Sincerity

This is a good MV:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=veEkXMTKkWw

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Happy Lunar New Year!

霹靂MIT is surprisingly good. Watch it if you have the time.

Here's wishing everyone health and wealth in 2009!

Saturday, January 24, 2009

My Marist Friends

Just met up with Bing Ying, Marc, and Tipin at Tipin's place in the evening. It has been a long while since I last saw them at Anchorpoint late last year. Bing Ying is getting married. Marc and Tipin are happy in their "high-flying" jobs. I am contended. Marc and Tipin treated me to roti prata at Upper Thomson Road.

Speaking of which, where is Jiahao??

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Strange......

I was completely ignorant of the fact that I had been nominated for this (and who were the three who had voted for me?!):

各位同学: 研究生会选举结果投票统计如下:邓橙子5票;李叔飞1票;王丹5票;邹婧6票;陈英杰3票 ;马鸣1票;王跃龙1票。祝贺邹婧同学当选,也请邹婧同学尽快组织自己的团队开展工作!

This is even freakier:

陈英杰你好~我是邹婧,马鸣有没有给你讲过邀请你加入研究生会的事情?很希望你能加入我们!不知道你明天早上10点有没有空?彭睿老师想找我们几个成员去他办公室商量一下新年团拜会的事情,如果你看到请尽快联系我!

Those who know me well enough would know that I am not really into such "worldly" pursuits. Coupled with the fact that I don't really mingle with my fellow graduate mates (I mix around more with my UCV and Japanese classmates), it really leaves me to wonder who had nominated me and why. But no. Whatever the case may be, I am not joining any such committee.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Attend if you are free to, thanks!

http://www.fas.nus.edu.sg/religion/newsevents/e_graduate_the_city_god_belief
Take care, Eunice!

友情满满,情义浓浓。

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Sigh

How can Jacky Wu quit showbiz? So depressing.
My favourite Hong Kong songs:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qo9LQzR1Lds

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bkNZSOIdP5A&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M7QXRTngums&feature=related

Jacky Wu cannot be replaced though. Sigh.
National Taiwan University

Paul just sent me a link.

I wanna go back there again:

http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=7PF7U_WIlTo

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

OK set

I have decided. I shall fly over to Taiwan at whatever cost it takes me to watch Jacky Wu's last live recording of the "Guess" show. My first resolution for the year.
Everything went blank before my eyes

I just heard this from my Hong Kong friend BenBen:

Jacky Wu will be retiring in June this year. Hearing this news is a bad start for me. Very soon I will no longer be entertained by his variety shows and songs.

http://news.sina.com.hk/cgi-bin/nw/show.cgi/15/1/1/995217/1.html

http://cn.ibtimes.com/articles/20090106/wuzongxian5.htm

I really feel sad. There goes a talent from the Taiwanese entertainment scene. How many Jacky Wus can we see in our lifetime? Who can make me laugh as much as he does?

Thanks for all the fun and joy that you have brought me, Local King. We had met, shaken hands and taken a photo together, even though you may have forgotten who I am. You will forever be my Local King and idol. I am truly blessed to have enjoyed your entertainment.

Long Live the King.

Monday, December 22, 2008

Hong Kong

I simply have to blog about this.

I will be in Hong Kong for the next 2 weeks. I am not sure what exactly I will do there, but this is most certainly a good time for me to relax and let loose. I just wanna get out of the island and take a breather elsewhere. The recent SMRT ad (or contest?) says "Escape to Egypt", and I resonate with my own version. It seems that even the people up there know that we heartlanders want to escape.

When I first conceived the idea of visiting Hong Kong again I didn't know that there would be so many people who will be heading to the place for Christmas as well. They are Bernard and Gabriel (my Marist friends), Prof. Teo, Teng Hui and his girlfriend Jane, Pei Wen (a classmate), and an aunt of mine. Seven in all! I think it would be next to impossible for me to be alone in Hong Kong, given this huge company there. Plus Debby, Paul and gang who are a nice lot and would not want to see me wander around aimlessly alone. Wow! I never knew that Hong Kong is such a popular destination. I had already made plans to meet up with Prof. Teo and Teng Hui there. I hope to meet up with the rest too, if our schedules permit.

Since I had planned this trip to be a free-and-easy one for myself, I am just gonna wake up late every morning and eat brunch at 茶餐厅 or gorge myself silly with dim sum. And visit Shenzhen or Macau? In any case, my primary motives are to visit friends and buy academic books. Not much of a field research to work on.

See everyone next year! Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Destined to be alone and stay alone

I think enough has been said of my life and aspirations.

I want to lead an unsocial, reclusive life in Taiwan. I want to retire to Taiwan. Or Hong Kong.

I am an aspiring academic, as well as an aspiring ascetic.

Hauser just called me, telling me that Bings would be getting married soon. Bings did not call me, and I was thinking it's ok if I am left uninvited. I would, however, feel sad if friends like Hauser, Tips and Raymond fail to inform me of their weddings. I have very few close friends, and even in them I seldom confide.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

家好月圆

家好月圆庆中秋!

原本没心害你。

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Haha!

This dormant blog always cracks me up:

http://rockson.blogspot.com/

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Cheap Labour

According to this (sent by Marc):

http://sgjobs.blogspot.com/2008/10/singapore-salary-handbook-20082009.html

I am (and will be) grossly underpaid.

I am a pauper of a friend.

I will never strike it rich.

Please bear with this person of me.

I am a heartlander, at heart.

When people study in good schools, I study in lup sup schools.

When people drink coffee at cafes, I lim teh at kopitiam.

When people eat oysters at restaurants, I eat hum at hawker centre.

When people eat Kobe beef and steak, I eat beef noodles.

When people eat caviar, I eat quail eggs.

When people talk about renovating their bugalows, I talk about the upgrading works of my flat.

This will be me. For a long time to come.

Sigh. The melancholy of life.

Why am I judging myself by capitalist standards?

Have I grown too pragmatic for my own good?

Is my discipline a prescription for poverty?

Can my interest be sustained?

Can rhetoric reconcile with practice?

Only time will tell.

Hope I have made it right.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

I am such an imbecile

I am so gonna fail my Japanese. I had already declared S/U for the module, but should I fail, my credibility as a scholar of Sino-Japanese relations will be in question. I wouldn't want to fail, but such an outcome seems so glaringly unavoidable. There is now melancholy in the air I breathe and sorrow in the air I exhale.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Myopic Simpletons

People tell me that Arts modules are easy to score in. They can write a paper the night before and receive a decent grade for it. Unlike engineering and the sciences. Conduct experiments. Compile lab reports. Tabulate findings and results. Amongst others.

If you are one of these people, good for you. More specifically, however, if you are and yet regard Arts as a redundant and wasteful enterprise, then rice balls to you. Professors and tutors who had awarded you the grade were just being nice. I used to write crap and receive A's for it. Yet professors expect much more from graduate students and I need to adjust to this. This simply means that to undergraduates from both the Arts and other faculties, the professors are lenient and would reward accordingly if only the slightest effort is seen. Guess what: I had read some essays written by students from other faculties and they suck big time. These students thought otherwise, and received B's for what would seem C's back at their home faculties. Taking things for granted eh?

It is a gross misconception to believe that in Arts disciplines, students only need to talk cock and crap their way through in their papers and exams. Even if this is true, talking cock and crapping require a degree of academic skill. What's more, this can only be a statement made by myopic simpletons who fail to see the virtue of disciplines being different and diverse, and who aspire to engage and join in the so-called sunrise industries of disciplines. This would be an insult to the spirit of the academia. Such simpletons should not be regarded as undergraduates: crawl back to your caves or feudalistic camps. You have not completed your course of evolution. You are not getting intellectual at all. Moulds and nuts.

It would be sadder if you are studying a discipline simply because it promises better career prospects and not because you are truly interested in it. A sell-out that is. Selling your soul to capitalist ideals. Gotcha. The invisible hand has gotten you. Help!

There were never distinctions between disciplines and existed no hierarchy of knowledge. These are modern inventions. A real prodigy knows all. PhD: Doctor of Philosophy. Mind that before making sweeping comments. You are being taught by its recipients.

Here's the challenge: take as many Arts modules as you can to clear your UE requirements. Get at least B+s for them all, since you say they can be so easy. Prove your worth and not whine.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Monday, November 17, 2008

I Love Taiwan

I feel so glad to have this blog. As and when I am free, I would read the entries written in Taiwan and reminisce. I think it has to be fate that I am bound so affectionately to Taiwan. I am interested in anything Taiwanese. I love Taiwan.

Friday, November 14, 2008

USP Introductory Presentation

Spoke to Dunman High students a few weeks ago. Gave them a prep talk on what USP is about and my experiences in the Programme.
Gone are the Days......

My last class for the semester. Sigh. The transience of time.
This sucks

http://blog.omy.sg/alvinology/2008/11/13/acjc-girl-gets-tied-up-and-tortured-by-friends-celebrating-her-birthday/

Saturday, November 08, 2008

The Fast Passage of Time

Time really flies. It is always time for us to say goodbye. Age is catching up on me. Before I know it, many things had happened and were over by the time I became conscious of them. My only adversary now is time. I hope I can stand the test of time.

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Oh Gosh.

See this if you have never seen this before. I feel so smart man.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nokTjEdaUGg

And this is a stand-up but a funny one:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hfBmNlVc9qM

Friday, September 26, 2008

Happy Birthday, Jacky!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Last Entry...

Of the semester. And so I hope. I had decided to attend more conferences, talks and seminars in the weeks ahead. The progress of my ISM report has reached a standstill. This spells trouble. I hereby declare a self-imposed isolation for the next 2 months, with effect from now. I hope I can keep to it and keep my itchy fingers from typing on the keyboard in this duration. My ISM report will bear the same length as my Honours thesis, and yes, I attained an A grade for the latter. Thanks to a similar state of emergency declared then. I am praying for another miracle to happen. I am emotionally drained. I am born in the wrong place. And so I feel sometimes. "Beautiful Island" is a place where I long to be in. Meanwhile, to prevent my mind from drifting too far out on negative grounds, I shall keep myself really really occupied for this whole semester. Lest others think I have been too slack and free. Period.
Feelings

My feelings now? Disappointed. Tired. For harbouring unrealistic expectations which I thought were easy to meet. I thought. Feelings are a bane and liability. I wish I don't feel at all.
欠你的温柔

如果我不能让你跟朋友比
我抱歉
如果我让你有一些不如意
我抱歉
你越说爱我不觉得吃力
我越担心有天你会离去
一字一句
吞了下去
表情和心情
总是背道而行
欠你的温柔
是心中最大的石头
我不能够给的足够
男人在爱里该谦卑
还是该骄纵
欠你的温柔
是手里最慌的承诺
该怎么做才配的上
你善良的笑容
我要你告诉我

Friday, September 19, 2008

Human Nature

Sometimes I get disillusioned by how human nature has become, or has been, just that I have failed to notice it in a distant past. I hate to believe that man is inherently selfish, but nowadays I tend to think so. There was once upon a time when I chose to disregard this and try as i might, become the perfect human that I have always imagined myself to be. How naive. It had been nothing but an imagined construct doomed to fail. I should live out of such fantasies, snap myself out of them and get a grasp of reality. What lies ahead is either a myth or illusion that will never materialize. Period.

Monday, September 15, 2008

Missing Taiwan again

「婚姻,是愛情的墳墓。結了婚以後,什麼都很難。」
「你是不是家裡婚姻不幸福,怎麼會對婚姻那麼悲觀?」
「不是,我從小在幸福的家庭長大。只是我看很多。女人很麻煩的,千錯萬錯都是男人的錯,這樣也不行,那樣也不行,到底要我怎麼樣?」
「呵呵,也有不難搞的女人啊?」
「唉唷,一個人多好,要去哪就去哪,沒有什麼束縛,也不用去照顧別人的感受。女人喔,一定會問她男友說:『你愛不愛我?』男朋友會說:『愛~』,她又再問一次『你愛不愛我?』男友又說『愛~』,她又再問一次『你愛不愛我?』男朋友又說『愛~』,她又再問一次『你愛不愛我?』男友覺得很煩就說『不愛~~』,這時候女生一定會說『你看男人就是這樣騙人,我就知道你不愛我。』女生不是都這樣嗎?」
「呵呵,感覺你經驗豐富。」
「我真的沒有,妳經驗比我豐富。我只是看了我朋友,要應付女朋友,好累喔。單身真的比較好,無牽無掛,很自由。」

走進書店,剛好有本講baby的書…

「這小baby很可愛…」
「唉唷,妳沒看到他哭的時候,妳會被吵死,小時候你要把屎把尿;長大以後,又擔心他不讀書,叛逆期又跟你頂嘴,整天要錢花。以前人說什麼養兒防老啦,靠自己比較實際,小孩不跟你要錢就不錯了。」
「可是小baby也有可愛的時候…」
「那都不實際啦!還是單身最好。」
「我很喜歡去旅行」
「那我們以後去旅行」
「這要我沒結婚才行啊!」
「那不然,三十歲以後,如果我們都沒結婚,我們每年選個國家去旅行,大概一兩個禮拜…」
「好哇,那我三十歲沒結婚,就準備不結婚啦,女生也嫁不出去了。那以後老了怎麼辦啊?」
「我養一隻貓。」
「那你生病呢?」
「貓給別人養」
「你很喜歡台灣,搬來台灣住我旁邊好了,然後要照顧我喔!」
「好哇!」
「那你會不會騙我?」
「你看你們女生就是這樣,整天想著人要騙妳,我哪有那個閒情逸致?」
「好,那我們打勾勾」
「都二十五歲了,還玩小學生的遊戲…」
「那就是你騙人啦!」嘴巴翹的半天高說道。
「好啦,我沒有騙妳。」

Only time will tell. :-)

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!

家好月圆!
Elephants

The elephant has always been an integral part of the circus. It is smart, obeys commands and executes acts with adequate accuracy. The children love the elephant, and in turn the elephant appears to love being stroked and teased by the children. We applaud the elephant's performance in the circus, and in turn the elephant returns the gesture by raising its trunk high up in the sky in triumph and tribute. What more can we ask of it?

This explains why it so shocks us whenever we hear news of usually docile elephants trampling on their trainers and audiences with merciless ferocity, resulting in instant death of the unaware victims.

To understand such peculiar elephant behaviour, a group of animal psychologists, neuroscientists and biologists embarked on a trip to the habitat of one of these "problematic" elephants, in a bid to analyze its breeding environment and investigate how it might lead to this behaviour. Additional notes that seem irrelevant were nevertheless made lest they became useful in some analyses.

The team of scientists found out that the elephant is an exceedingly intelligent species, displaying higher intellect than many of us would care to imagine. Elephants possess a wide variety of behaviours, including those associated with grief, making music, art, altruism, allomothering, play, use of tools, compassion and self-awareness. Herds of elephants bond together in a tribal system, and they possess "institutions" that can be understood by observing some of the rituals that they perform amongst themselves.

For instance, when an elephant dies, the other elephants in the herd, led by a dominant female, would drag the dead elephant to an open ground, encircle it, and move gently around it. Such a ritual is seldom caught on film, because the elephants are also smart enough not to allow it to be seen so easily.

When the scientists reached the actual site of capture of the killer elephant, they discovered a disturbing truth:

A ringmaster once ventured deep into the Indian forests, in search of nothing but a group of hunters and poachers whose acts must not be seen in the open. Upon his arrival at the poachers' campsite, he saw infant elephants being chained side by side with nails that pierced through the hide of their ankles. At a hefty fee in the eyes of the poachers, the ringmaster bought one of the elephants and trafficked it back to his circus troupe.

The infant elephant had trained well under the guidance of its human mentors, and had performed well for its audiences when it finally came of age. All along it had been a cute, obedient animal, or at least it knew how to conceal its feelings well. When the now-adult elephant went berserk in burning rage and fury, everyone was baffled and appalled. Why?

The infant elephant was captured when its protectors and real guardians, its mother and aunts, were killed by poachers for ivory. The helpless calf was then brought to the campsite of its captors and sold to the ringmaster who had "unfortunately" bought it.

Is revenge always sweet, especially when vengeance kills both its holder and its victim?

How can we measure the psychological pain inflicted upon animals?

As well as that on one another?

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Hyperinflation

On 19 July 2008, the Reserve Bank of Zimbabwe announced plans to introduce a Z$100 billion bank note.

On July 30, 2008, the Governor of the RBZ, Gideon Gono announced that the Zimbabwe dollar would be redenominated by removing 10 zeroes, with effect from August 1, 2008. ZWD10billion will become 1 dollar after the redenomination.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

菲尔普斯夺得8金以后

各国对游泳比赛蛙泳、仰泳、蝶泳、自由泳×100、200、400、1500导致金牌过多感到非常不满,纷纷要求增加自己优势项目的金牌数目。             

巴西提出: 足球应该分为3人、5人、7人、11人×沙滩、室内、草地。             

中国提出: 乒乓球应该分为直板、横板、直板双打、直板单打、直板横板混双。跳水应该分为1m 2m 3m 4m 5m 6m 7m 8m 9m 10m             

英国提出: 马术应该分成黑马马术、白马马术、红马马术、褐马马术、皇马马术、斑马马术。             

肯尼亚提出: 长跑应该分为10000米、11000米、12000米、13000米          

日本提出: 所有男女混合项目应该增加3p、4p、5p、6p、7p         

泰国提出: 除了男子和女子项目外,所有应该加上人妖组。             

唯独韩国在这方面没有要求,他们大声喊到: 菲尔普斯是韩国人!

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Beijing 2008: One World One Dream (2)

Oh no. I have been a procrastinator. The Olympics are over. 2008 is drawing to an end. I have not finished documenting my Beijing trip!

A few of my best "students"...

with me "teaching" them.

Beijing is a city of temples. We went to a Confucian shrine, a Taoist temple and a mosque on one particular day.

Dong Hao is also my good buddy, and he is seen together with me, Boon Boon and Denise. Denise had to wear a "sarong" for having failed to meet the mosque's requirements for decent attire.

Monday, September 08, 2008

No Copyrights Reserved

I have taken the liberty to reproduce this without the permission of my friend, whose identity I shall protect:

my temp 4yr stay of ippt/rt/reservist is over/almost over.and the feeling of dejavu, of being a 2nd class shitizen in my own country, having wasted 2.5yrs (supposedly) for the sake of protecting 4m people (but 1/4 foreigners, many freeloaders, many who take SG as a stepping stone, some who take the easy PR status to obtain a quick buck, 2yrs of wasted income is a lot of money (a few hundred thousand dollars), etc etc), is back again!so high time for me to choose one of the only 2 options available to me.1) escape from paradise2) get myself medically certifiedsince i cant escape for now, i have only option 2).ok. take action

Lacking money. Need to work with him for Bing's contributions.

Thursday, September 04, 2008

Very stressed

But no one will know it. To many, arts or Chinese Studies per se is an easy discipline to score in and achieve an A grade. Not much work involved eh? Plus one of my best buddies getting married. Must do my best to draft my best script ever and not screw up any aspect of his wedding (I'm the emcee). Papers and more papers. Requiring endless research. I, however, have no regrets. It is this path that I had chosen to undertake, and I should finish it.

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Weird

Some singers are really good, but their English names sound really weird. Given their gifted voices and talent, why the names? These names include Aska (where's Chage?), Jam (what?!) and Yoga (haha!). Please, record companies, get your singers better-sounding names, even if it means naming them Tom, Dick or Harry.

Monday, September 01, 2008

Orientation Camps

I have never participated in any orientation camp. And having heard enough horror stories about them, I am glad to have done so.

Passing food from mouth to mouth. Pole dance. Whipped cream forfeit. And the stupidest and lamest of all, push-ups over gals. Plain lewd, to quote the Forum. How can such games be fun, especially for the most conservative students.

I read that in the past, freshies were subject to humiliating treatment by their seniors such as "having their heads dunked in a toilet bowl" (?!). The trend has since shifted to a more sexual one. Why the humiliation? Why the intimate physical contact? Aren't orientation camps supposed to welcome freshmen into their school community?

I am like half a Taiwanese, so I can safely attest to the fact that even in liberal Taiwan, I seldom see such activities or events being organized in the universities. Exchange students are invited to tour different parts of Taiwan, eat and drink with their volunteer helpers, and attend bashes and parties at lounge bars and pubs. Little, if any, sexual implication in such a context. And yes, I have nothing against holding bashes and D&Ds, even though I don't go for them as well. Prom nights and social dinners would be nice too.

Final verdict: Orientation camps are childish and tasteless. Ragging ought to go to the rags.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Afterthought

Why were we so excited over the Olympic Games? I think one possible explanation is that we like to see how records can be broken by "supernatural beings" who can swim and run as if they are flying, as well as jump and swing as if they are pugilists of the past. They have achieved feats that most of us would fail to perform, and done so in an elegant style that deserves our applause.

Break the matrix in us, and we can achieve. How true. Let us strive.
The Worst of Times

If only I was born in ancient China. Having studied the classics and erudites, I could have taken the civil examinations and become at least a lowly-ranked official at the county level. Professions of medicine, engineering, and the sciences enjoyed a low social status and value. Business was deemed mercenary and too pragmatic for its own good, with merchants being condemned as corrupt and unscrupulous. My discipline could have rendered myself useful in the eyes of the state and scholarly elite. Now? Times have changed. In my disfavour. The sun has set below the horizon.
My Happiest Day (s)

27 August: It was on this day two years ago that I began to love Taiwan so much. I had been to Taiwan on many occasions before then, but it was the SEP experience that had brought me closer to beautiful Formosa. Hope to visit Asia's oldest republic soon.

29 August: Happy for some reason! :-)

Boon Boon was the top scholar in Johore. Hurray!

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Sigh

I feel useless. I fail to help the people around me.
Jacky Wu's Songs

Jacky Wu may be cutting an album soon. If so, the album should be out by December. It will sell like hotcakes and top the charts in both sales and popularity. Absolutely delightful.

To recap, here are some recommended songs by Jacky Wu:

屋顶
窗外
幸运的人
欠你的温柔
永保安康
是不是这样的夜晚你才会这样地想起我
三暝三日
真心换绝情
你比从前快乐
世界末日
患得患失

Listen to one every night and you will grow to love him as much as I do. Don't let this entry go to waste. Your time will not be wasted.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Notes Read, Done!

Ok. Off to sleep now. Cough syrup to put me to it. :-)
Stressed

I had searched my shelves and drawers for tangibles of past fame and glory, but I could find few. I read my blog for answers, and little was seen. Had my youth been wasted?

Inferiority complex: You are in danger of worsening. Snap out of it.
The Passage of Time

I must be getting old. Coughs and colds have become my best friends. I don't feel as energetic and healthy as before. Age must have caught up with me. I can clearly see the passage of time. I mean, it is all within obvious sight.

I have turned naggy. I forget what Jiayi and Yuting had told me many times before. I did pay attention but I just cannot recall. Haiz. Sigh. Hmmm. Where was I...?

Oh yes, the passage of time. How fast. How slow. How funny.
Hee hee!

Check this out if you want; hope it still works:

http://video.aol.com/video-detail/2006-11-25-/3452073438
My Struggle

Everything went blank before my eyes. I groped my way back to my room, threw myself onto my bed, and dug my burning head into my blanket and pillow. So everything has been in vain. In vain all the sacrifices. Blah blah blah.
Animal Farm

In my Beijing trips, I was the shepherd dog. The student participants were the sheep. The professor was the shepherd. There were bones in Istanbul and the Himalayas. I chose to forgo them. But I was the dog who had made many "zhu peng gou you" friends during the trips, especially the recent one in June. That had been a gratifying experience. I wish for a "Taiwanese Thought and Culture". If it ever materializes, I don't mind turning into a pig.
Sakae Sushi: A Matchmaking Place for all

Jiayi had worked part-time for Sakae Sushi before. She still maintained contact with many of her ex-colleagues. She told me that as high as 40% of her branch co-workers got attached to one another. Wow. What a high figure. And these individuals had never met before. We talked about her stint in Sakae and the friends whom she had made there. Seems like they are quite an interesting and fun-loving bunch to be with.

We have been talking about raising the birth/fertility rate in Singapore these recent days. Sakae Sushi is an living example of how to make such things work. I don't know how it works there, but apparently it works. Sociologists, here's your task!

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Beijing 2008: One World One Dream (2)

Not bad. It's all coming back to me now. Here is the Beijing National Stadium, or simply the "Bird's Nest". It was this place where I saw the most spectacular Opening Ceremony ever in the history of the Olympic Games on TV. I almost cried as a surge of pride overwhelmed me. I felt so proud to be an ethnic Chinese. We have succeeded! We have shown the world what China can be!

The Stadium remained a fenced-off area in June, so we departed for the 798 Art Zone. For some reason, we became crazy nuts there:

So cute right:

I think this is the Supreme Court of Beijing. Just a guess:

Here is the Grand National Theater of Beijing, where Boon Boon and some others caught an expensive ballet performance a few weeks after. Oh yeah, Boon Boon failed to watch it. Late and lost on his way there. So sad right. :-( :

The professor and I decided to return to the hotel before nightfall with some of the students. The lake at Yiheyuan is very beautiful.

Friday, August 22, 2008

Happy Birthday!

To my friend Tips! Whom I have known since my Marist days. Too bad there isn't any celebration going on amongst us. At least I am not in the know. And Hauser is too busy a lawyer-to-be. No time for the TVB mooncake drama. Everyone around me is busy. I seem to be the odd one out. But I am old. I can feel it. I ought to take the easy way out of life. Tips has gone older too! All the best to his stint in TH. We will pay and pay, not to him though. Haha!

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Slogging Hard

An MSN conversation:

D: I'm a pathetic piece of shit.
WJ: If you are, I must be a bigger piece. I belong to a sunset industry. If yours is a sunset industry, mine has to be a nightfall one.
D: China is booming.
WJ: I am not a bicultural talent. A bicultural talent is one who is bilingual and studies "useful" disciplines such as the sciences, engineering and business. I am not needed.

I was on the train in the evening, during which most commuters knocked off from work and were heading home. I heard things like:

"You know ah, that colleague of mine never does anything. So I do everything and people know it. But she is still like this. Never change. Damn pissed off leh."

"He was wrong lah. But he kept arguing with us. I think he didn't know what was going on, or he simply wanted his way lah."

Working life must be tough. Countless adults grumbling and complaining about their colleagues and bosses after work.

If I am a useful piece of poop, I can at least help expel some toxic waste out of the body.

Since I am not, why not I stay on in the rectum, and remain silent without causing harm to the body in which I inhabit?

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Learning a Language

I am not qualified to talk much about this. My Chinese standard is not even superb to begin with. The Taiwanese possess a much higher level of proficiency in Mandarin than I do. This I am confident of saying. Absolutely. Without a doubt. What else can I say?

But I agree with this axiom: don't be shy, just try. To learn or master a language, you must have the courage to lose face and speak it, even if your audience is a native speaker. I don't understand why saving face has become such a great private enterprise these days. True to what some of my friends had suggested of me, I can be the sort who would jump into a pool with a suit on. Erm... I mean I may do it if I need to reinforce a point or something. I am not nuts.

If you don't get what I mean, please watch Mad About English. The Chinese really derserve their Olympics and I wish them all the best. Here's signing off as a Taiwan fanatic. It is China that I am talking about. With no political implications.
Beijing 2008: One World One Dream (1)

I keep telling myself that I should update on my Beijing trip soon. Here it comes, with 2 months already past. It is never too late to start I guess. And yes, it will be a real test on my memory. I will try though. Here is one photo taken at the new Terminal 3 of the Beijing International Airport. It was clean and spacious and looked set to usher in the Olympic Games. Go China!

Speaking of lateness, our class was late for our welcome dinner hosted by the Peking University. So sad right. Wait bad impression then we can kiss future trips bye bye. I trust that the Chinese are magnanimous, but noble hearts and minds should not be taken for granted. We were late because our bus stalled on the expressway. And the air-con malfunctioned. What we could do was to alight and take a breather by the road shoulder. And this lasted for an hour before the bus was repaired and took off to the restaurant.

I lost count of the number of times I had seen this signboard:

This is the Peking University central library where I had spent many afternoons when the class was having its lessons:
Not to forget the beautiful Weiming (?) Lake within the campus:

I will update on the trip further, having covered only 2 days here.

Monday, August 18, 2008

Uncle Jacky says again:

Always hope for the best, but prepare for the worst.

Never wait for the sake of waiting, even if you have waited long enough. If nothing is gonna be, it never will. Move on. Says who that your waiting time has been wasted? You have rested well. Alternatives await. The ball is in your court. Toss it to the pasture that lies ahead. You will be happier. :-)

Saturday, August 16, 2008

All Rights Reserved: Nostalgia

For 43 years this sacred dust,
Has used its future to frame its past.
Will all that is never come to last,
Today, here, then gone, how fast?

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Uncle Jacky says

靠自己,
最实际。

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Short clips of my recent trips

I like to take photos, but I don't like seeing myself in them. It took me quite a while before I could find those with me in them. Here I will share 2 photos that my friends had taken in Beijing.

I choose this first one because it features the greatest number of people among the photos that I have. Sad to say (but expectedly), I don't have any class photo with me.

I like this second one because it was taken outside the Beijing Zoo and we were on our way to see the super-duper cute pandas.

As for the photos for Taiwan, I upload this because it captures an unforgettable gathering that my Taiwanese friends and I had in Taipei. Hope to see them again soon:

I decide on this photo because it was taken at the very place where I had the best smelly beancurd in the world:

I will update more on these trips as and when I feel like it. Stay tuned if you're interested!

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

寻找

对青春茫然
才会借由旅行
来寻找自我
赫然发现
原来我研究历史
是因为对未来
已了无期盼
平凡无奇的人生
还会快乐吗

会的
一定会快乐的
简单就是美
这句被人讲了无数次的话
却没多少人能去履行
我正努力
摒除世俗观点
活出自己

豁出去吧
青春就是本钱
真的
不是盖的

Monday, August 11, 2008

Puzzling Paradox

Recently, I have been asked these questions over and over again:

"Why did you choose to do your Masters instead of work?"

"Don't you have dreams and goals in your life?"

I am not in the least offended. I simply feel tired answering them again and again. These questions, nonetheless, reflect fundamental differences in life philosophy.

To the peeps out there, studying was merely an avenue for them to get their degrees, find good jobs and achieve career advancements. I don't derive my perks from these "material" and "worldly" pursuits. While I agree that having a purpose in life serves to make life a meaningful one, I can assure you that such a purpose will always be an ongoing process and not an end state.

I don't do things for a purpose. Neither do I do things on impulse. I simply follow my heart. This is all that matters. My only interest is travelling. I will make it a point to travel as and when I can. It would be on the premise that I don't starve to death before then.

What a dilemma. Life is a journey of paradoxes.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

My Take on Money

Money stinks. Call me an idealist or a pretender, but I am not a commodity. I don't need money to prove my worth and existence in the world. I hope my deeds can match my words in due course.

I certainly don't fit the bill for a capitalist. Perhaps this is why I chose to stay put in my comfy zone of the academia and avoid the stench of cash loading in my face.

Friday, August 08, 2008

Arrogance not desired

An overdose of confidence is arrogance. Take heed.

Monday, August 04, 2008

My Jovial Self in Taiwan

Taiwan always brings a smile on my face.

Boon Boon has been asking me to update my blog on my recent China trip. I need to document my Taiwan exploits too. Looks like I will have pretty much to write about in my next entries.

Saturday, August 02, 2008

Purpose

I see one purpose in life now: earn enough money so that I can visit Taiwan every now and then.

Friday, August 01, 2008

Back from Taiwan

I'm back reluctantly, having spent every cent in my pockets. Taiwan had been my home for almost the entire month of July, but to me this was not enough. I wish to visit it again soon.

Here's a glimpse of my itinerary in Taiwan:

3-6 July: Taipei
7-11 July: Kaohsiung (my southern base; 10 July: Tainan, 11 July: Kending)
12 July: Taichung
13 July: Lugang
14 and 16-17 July: Taipei (my main base)
18 July: Keelung
19-20 July: Taitung
21 July: Hualian
22-25 July: Penghu
26 July: Taoyuan International Airport (sob...)

I need to thank Peggy and her friends and relatives for their warm welcome and hospitality, as well as my other Taiwanese friends who had forked out time to meet up with vagrant me. I seem to be the only free soul around these days, so it was only right that I embarked on this trip to visit them. To all my friends out there (especially Peggy!), sorry for all the inconvenience that I might have caused you during my trip!

I am glad to have left my footprints on much of Taiwan. If I am to include the places that I had covered in my SEP duration, I have been to about 80-90% of Taiwan. An overstatement? I need to undertake more trips to verify this.

Will my quest ever be completed?

Thursday, July 03, 2008

回去宝岛

一趟知性之旅,即将启航。
引颈期盼的一刻,终于到来。
尽情期待,相逢聚首的时刻。

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Jacky to Medan

Time really flies. Jacky will be leaving for Medan this coming Sunday. He will stay there for the next 2 years, teaching English to the rich and affluent. He will also bag an income that an average Singaporean would covet. He is the man in black:
It has been 4 years since I know Jacky and my other USP friends. For Jacky, I knew him from my YEP experience in Thailand. A group of us went to a rural village in northern Thailand to promote AIDS awareness via forum theatre. We were trained to act and stage our performances to a village audience. Little did I know at that time that a juicy gossip awaits us. Jacky and his love-distance friendship. It came to nought. Personally, I had a great time there conversing with the locals in simple Thai and enjoying authentic Thai cuisine. I could understand what the cabby was saying to Boredin, and had built up my endurance for spicy food. Which reminds me: Yuting was a native of Chongqing. She had soup noodles and deemed them too tasteless. Right before us she threw in a potful of chilli sauce and the broth became a red, thick gravy. I applaud her powerful taste buds. That was my most memorable bowl of pork noodles.
Our USP clique with Jiayi and Jane met up last evening to gather with Jacky before he goes to Medan. He owes Boredin and Jiayi a treat for having been too smart a year ago. The gathering had been fun. We had dim sum and porridge. Jacky recently had his wisdom tooth extracted and bearing with excuriating pain, joined us nevertheless. We admire his tolerance and friendship. Jiayi and I had some drinks with Jacky at TCC before we could bear to part. Parting is hard, but our friendship will be "harder", more "solid"! As I swallow my last bit of tears, allow me to wish Jacky Bon Voyage and all the best to his teaching stint in a foreign land. We shall meet again. :-)