Destined to be alone and stay alone

I think enough has been said of my life and aspirations.

I want to lead an unsocial, reclusive life in Taiwan. I want to retire to Taiwan. Or Hong Kong.

I am an aspiring academic, as well as an aspiring ascetic.

Hauser just called me, telling me that Bings would be getting married soon. Bings did not call me, and I was thinking it's ok if I am left uninvited. I would, however, feel sad if friends like Hauser, Tips and Raymond fail to inform me of their weddings. I have very few close friends, and even in them I seldom confide.